Healing can take time, I won’t say oh it gets better.
You just heal, you never forget, you can forgive and move on wishing the person all the best.
Never wish ill-will that will only come back to haunt you karma is very real.
Healing takes time, healing can be painful but there is light at the end.
Healing can break you but ultimately can make you stronger.
Taking a moment away from writing poems.
If I’m honest I didn’t notice the time and couldn’t think of anything off the top of my head.
So I wanted to do a update on my mental health.
Lately it has been getting a lot better, I’ve been getting back out more just going into town and walking to the shop.
I think because I’ve not had lessons and saying I have to be online at this time, I’ve been able to get out a little bit more and because I’ve had appointments to go to I’ve had to go out, if that makes sense.
I’ve not had any reason to go anywhere plus we aren’t aloud to due to covid, but on Monday I had to go to physio so I had to make myself go out.
Then on Tuesday I had to go to get my medication so got out then and got to walk to a local shop.
Today I’ve not been out but tomorrow I’m going to try and get back out even if it’s the shop again.
I don’t want to get to the point where I don’t want to get out at all, I just need to get my motivation back which is easier said than done.
Love is more than a romp in the sheets.
Love is something that’s deep, it doesn’t have to be one way or a other.
Love can be protonic or romantic, love isn’t just physical.
Love is so much more than what people think.
Love can be man and woman, man and man, woman and woman, it can be without sex, sex doesn’t equal love.
Love is deep, love is strong, love is love.
The sun shines after the dark.
When all seemed lost and all hope was gone.
The sun raises and the sun shines, a new day comes each day I’m getting better.
I’m walking from the dark to light demons still follow me but now I’m walking with the sun shine.
When I believed my time had ended, that my time on this earth was over that I no longer belonged, you picked me up to get me to where I belonged.
When I was in my darkest place you showed me the light, showed me how to trust.
You broke down my walls turned my sadness to joy, you was there for me when no one else was.
Without you I would not be here, without you my heart would be broken still.
When time stopped for me you helped restart time.
I look up to the stars and count them, I know it’s impossible but impossible is what I do.
I stopping never quiting always grabbing for the stardust.
Always trying sometime failing but never stopping even when the stardust is a little out of reach.
I reach and reach till it feels like the stardust is in my fingertips.
When I do reach it I continue pushing because there is even more stardust out there that I can share.
Time moves at lighting speed things change in the blink of an eye.
I sometime wish I could slow the passage of time down just a few little seconds.
Just a few more days, A few more hours here and there.
I know thats a lot to ask but just slow time down.
Just when I thought things would always be dark and dull things start to look up.
Have all the bad things gone away? No, but things are getting brighter.
Is everything sunshine and rainbows? No, but things are getting brighter.
Is the rain still falling? Yes, but things are getting brighter and I’m finally seeing a light at the end.
Family don’t end with blood so they say.
And that is so very ture I have people in my life who aren’t my family by blood but family choice.
I love them has if they was blood. I’ll fight for them, stand by and with them.
I will always have their back.
I came across a app called Dpop it’s so,thing like ebay and amazon basically people sell things they no longer want.
While I was looking on the app I came across this book that I had been wanting for a long time, I had the ebook copy but never had a pysical copy.t was a reasonable price so I thought why not buy it?
Now I tried to order on Saturday but for some reason the payment wouldn’t process even though I knew I had money in the bank to cover it.
On the Sunday though it did so i’m guesing it was just a glitch.
I ordered on Sunday and it came today (Tuesday 9th Feb).
The book is the Shadowhunter Codex a complanion to the Shadowhunter books written by Cassandra Clare, she is joined in written this book by Joshua Lewis.
The book tells you the history of the Shadowhunter, shows you runes, and what to do if you meet a werewolf, vampire, demon etc also tells you the different types of demons.
The book is a bit of fun but also very intresting into how Cassandra came up with idea for the series.
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