The end is in sight soon we will see how loved ones and be able to hug them, meet them, spend time with them.
Soon we will be able to have a coffee, go to events again.
Go on holiday, spend the night with friends to relax and chill out with them.
We have a few months to go yet a long time to go.
But it seems like we are making steps forward and we are getting there, lock down is coming to a end.
Once in darkness now I walk in light, when things was at their lowest I hid myself away.
I worked so hard pushing, falling, no longer am I that person.
I’m stronger, wiser, walking in light I’m now longer lost with you by my side.
Honest with my friends and my heart after having it broken more than once.
Always now with people who love and respect me.
People who want to be a part of my life for the right reason and not just for what they can get.
People who care have my heart, they are who are important to me.
Years ago I was broken and lost you fixed me and showed me the way.
I’m standing my ground, facing my demons, it’s taken time, it’s been hard but I’m facing my demons the best way I can.
I’m standing my ground, you can’t hold me down any longer, I’m turning and facing you, you can no longer holder me down.
I’m standing my ground, you tried to break me, crush me, silence me but I’m standing tall.
I’m standing my ground, facing you down, you used to be my angel but now I see you are a demon, the demon on my shoulder.
Now I’ve angels, real angels at my side, I’m standing my ground, facing you and what you did and now I’m doing OK.
Taking a break from my poems to update on the Ancestry DNA test…I finally got my hands on one.
I have to take a swab from my mouth and then post it back, it says it should take about 3 to 4 weeks to come back so it will be intresting to see what it comes back has.
We are meant to have Irish on my mums side and scottish on my dads side so it will be intresting to see how much is there and if there is any thing else there.
Also it will be funny if it turns out i’m related to friends that might expain how come we are so close to each other like blood finding blood.
Also when we’ve meet people with the same last name has us but we aren’t related if it turned out that we are I would also love to know where else if any where in the world family memebers are.
We three are unstopable, we three work well, we three are has close has close can be, we are out own little family.
I miss you both everyday I can’t wait for that day when we can see each other again.
We have a power that is like no other, the power of 3 always keeps us together.
I adore you both and the three of us will soon be together again laughing, joking and living our best lives.
Until then the power of three will keep us linked and our bond will be stronger.
When I felt lost like I had no where to turn you where there to take my hand and lead me right.
When I was lost and it felt like no one was there. I know now that you always where there.
When I didn’t have a voice and it felt like no one understood you was there making me smile.
When I lost myself pretending to be somthing I wasn’t you was there to help me find myself.
I will always thank you for helping me find myself.
I am me, I’m me, a person who is autistic, a person who is Asexual, a person who is Dyslexic, a person who is Dyspraxic, a person who is a geek.
Don’t tell me I’m not, or I don’t seem, or I’m not like your cousin twice removed, because I’m me.
If you meet on person with autsim you haven’t met us all,we are all unique, all different.
So don’t claim to know me or invalidate my diagnosis, don’t claim to know me better than I do.
I am me, and no one can change me.
After being in the cold for so long now I have so much warmth.
After being pushed away now have warm arms around me.
I feel love and warmth from all around no longer left alone.
I feel warm feeling the best I have in a long time.
The warmth I feel right now brings me back and those that give me that warmth I thank you.
Raising star raise to fall or is it others that cause the fall?
People that twist and turn you try to mode you into their image.
When you don’t do what they say, they whisper in ears toxic lies they do spread.
Raising star raise to far if you put toxicity around you, surround yourself with angels and they will save you from the fall.
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