Trying to find the answers to why you treated me the way you did, my head just won’t stop spinning thinking of the things you did.
I try and lock you away the memories we made are tarnished and I want to remember the good ones but it’s so hard.
I feel so angry, so hurt even after all these years.
My mind won’t stop spinning playing over and over what you did and how it hurt.
I want to write happy thing about out memories but every time I try the anger rises.
I want to hate you, I want to hate you so much but I can’t.
I’ll lock you away like Pandoras box but I will keep hope out of it because after all the hurt I do have hope.
I have people who I trust, who I love and that’s all I need.
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